This will be my last post on 2012.
By the time I opened my laptop, I realize that I HAVE to write something (maybe to add the drama) before midnight.
It's 10.23 PM now.
If this post isn't full of drama enough, I wrote this while listening to Auld Lang Syne, the international new year anthem!!! Look for Mairi Campbell version, it's good for reflecting.

Uh, I don't know where to start but 2012 has been above-your-average year to me if I ever had to rate it.
It has its ups and downs, mostly ups since I lived a drama-free life so I always (at least, tried) to notice the good things only.
And well, I don't want to talk about the downs because I believe remembering bad things actually brings bad luck to you, I'm going to write what I've learned on 2012 and maybe a New Year Resolution.

2012,
at the beginning it was fine, even until this time it is a fine year.
I realized that I have people who really love and care to me, but I'm too... I don't know, maybe too careless to noticing their affection and things... I promise though I'll be a better "feeler" on 2013.
Although I don't promise I can start a relationship but maybe I can make something up for that... you know me.

I also learned to be humbler.
I'm a Taurus, I'm used to finest things in life (so is my Dad) and become really upset if something is far from my expectation.
I was sure that all the glitters is gold, as my parent taught me (well, actually it's Mum), but there are things that money can't buy.
Lawu taught me that.
I have to stop being a spoiled little brat and start to accept things as they are, I mean, who loves a superficial bitch?

My obsession of food is so unhealthy, I need to stop counting the calories content of a food and try to enjoy them more.
Although my Annie still haunts me (it's torturing, tbh) I tried to eat... normal food.
Since what's normal for me is (maybe) abnormal for you guys, okay, I ate human food.
Yesterday I ate a whole burger with fries and coke zero in one sitting... I felt bad afterwards but, hey, it's Sunday.
Okay so in 2013, I can eat those junky fat laden food on weekends!
That's normal right?

I have to finish what I started!
I've dozen of unfinished writings on my computer, I finished one and still have loads of it.
Actually it is easy for me to write if my inspiration comes, I can write up to three-six pages at once on that time.
Luckily, my muse is not a living person. So they will never change.
Okay, I know I need some kind of push to finish my works, so in 2013 I have to finish at least two stories.

Now what?
Hmm, about my future...
Actually, I still don't know what I want.
Seriously, for this thing, I let it flows, it will eventually find its way.

I think that's enough, I don't have anymore to share.
Well, those are my resolutions for 2013.
What about you?

It is kind of sad to leave 2012 and embark on a journey on 2013.
It seems like, I'm on a boat in the middle of a treacherous sea. I can't get out nor can't fix things, I have to sit still and hoping things would be better.
But, I'll try my best to be a better person next year. That is my promise.
Happy New Year!
Fud,
XO