{Thursday, 30 June 2011} 7:20 pm

as this story goes, I began to realize that what i've done, is wrong.
all said and done.

two days ago, i had a sweetest dream ever. hahahaha.
he said that he likes me, he told me to checked my email and read his message for me. it was cuuute, then we had a date to Kelapa Gading Mall hahahahhahah, epic much?
but there's this stupid dodgeball game in Gading, and suddenly the speaker plays Miami to Ibiza...
and when our date ends, he said that he has a game and he had to leave first.
he waved at me from the escalator, he smiled...

I like him.

the person in my dream wasn't the person that I... well, after.
he was the person that.... pretty close to me, literally.
not close, close. but close.
just close.

they say that dreams are visualization of our utmost desire, some says that they're just a mind game. and some says that dreams, has a meaning.
for me, i don't really believe in premonitions or prophecies like that.

Cause none of them makes sense

But I think I just learned something, I’ve to stop playing like this. I’ve to make up my mind on one person only, not spreading my attention to lot of guys cause I don’t really sure who I like.

In fact, right now. I’m confused with myself…

My friend says it’s ok cause we’re still young and not sure what to do with our life. But I’m afraid I won’t change till I’ve grown up.

And I’d be a punk anarchist like Vicious, but I won’t be too extreme like him :D

Promise!!

Btw, yesterday I went to Anyer Beach! It was gooooooooooood.

Awesome, we played bodysurfing in storm haha. It was raining—storming, thunders banging, violent waves, strong winds… haha but we managed to swam and play during the storm.

To your surprise, we even ride banana boat.

Even though I’m just sitting still on the boat with Dina, but when the boat crashed the waves… it was thrilling too! I’d like to do that again!

But it’s pretty sad to think that I’m not going to a class with them again. Social and science class is what separating us.

Separation is hard, haha but it’s a part of something new.

I’ll miss you friends, thanks for the memories!!! A year with you guys isn’t enough, I need more :D but that’d be impossible J

Bye guys :’’’’’’’’’’)

I’ll cherish every memory that I had with you.

Xo

Fud.