{Sunday, 15 May 2011} 2:53 am
i was like grinning all the time when i wrote this post.
no no, don't get me wrong. i'm not crazy, i'm just overly happy.
haha, reasons i'm happy? dunno.
i guess i'm the kind of person that happy without particular reason xD

having chat with my friend is enough to make me smile, especially when they're joking about something :)
since there's almost no way to make me mad, whatever you did-- like teasing or anything won't anger me a bit. in fact, i'd just smile, cause smile is the only thing i have...
i can be angry for some case, like someone *intentionally* forgot me, or left me.. or maybe someone that play off-track.
or when my itunes kept shuffling nonsense songs.

but don't worryyyyyyyyyyy, i won't be mad for long. except for few unforgivably rude person, they're pain in the ass.
just like *peep*. kidding, i'm not like you, i don't stab people behind their back.
i'm not a betch :)

just wondering, what will i done in the next 7-8 years again...
maybe i'll off to Germany doin my own thing, climbing seven summits... researching rocks... digging for fossils... or maybe having kids?
ok, having kids would be my least expectation.
i mean like, hey, we're young. would you like to spend your youth by raising kids, dude?
i won't, let me explore the world first before having any kids. in any case, i'd like to have three kids!!!!!!!!!
awesome. two boys and a girl; Oberon, Puck and Titania.
haha, Titania will be ubercuteeeeeeeeeeeee, she'll wear fairy dresses for halloween, meanwhile Oberon and Puck will wear skeleton suit.
can't wait to see em...
oh yeah, i'll braid Titania's blond hair. to make her more like fairy princess.
and yea, my *dream* hubby. he's a marine biologist. he takes me anywhere where he would conduct a research.
oh Jesus, please we're gonna be a perfect family...

btw, ever heard about morning star?
kinda addicted to this thing, whatever it is, it sounds... magical. like something ethereal out there.
some says it's Venus, while the pious person says it's Lucifer.
if it's really does Lucifer, then i'm admiring a satan...?
can't say either, i'm not a pious person, but i'm not a disbeliever too. just, in between :D

know what?
my ulcer... it hurts again. looks like i've bleed it again. if this true then it's my third time...
this time, it's getting worse. i can almost eat nothing, if i ate something, it'll inflame my stomach and makes me nauseous.
like this;
eat -> drink -> nauseous -> drink milk -> puke.
milk HELPS me to puke, really. in this condition, your stomach will refuse milk, which make my nausea go worse and with a little help from tooth brush, you can easily vomit (don't try this).
and i guess from now on, i'll puke every morning.. like i used to before going to doctor.

so, don't have anything to share again though.
xo, see ya when i've a thing or two to share