{Wednesday, 29 December 2010} 2:30 am
LIKE I CARE ABOUT HIGH SCHOOL
since last july i give no fuck to study, i am depressed. the pressure's too strong. i hate it. totally hate it.
feels like I've been doomed for real. it's like i really really eager to dropped out then fly to Germany with my auntie and went to school in there.
there's not much left for me in here, I'm done. done really fucking done here.
imagine you have a never-ending problem. dude, i've got a bunch of problems. don't bother me with your idiot flirting it's not gonna work. and i do hate to be flirted with.
if i say i don't like you then STOP TRYING. oh God you really pissed me off.
i've got sour mood this last day of 2010, hell yeah sour mood cause in 2010 i left my old school. that might be the biggest mistake i've ever made, if there's anyone to blame then it's me.

like i said before, nothing left for me here.
i've thinking about leaving Indonesia then go to European countries instead. that'll do it. i've had enough.
maybe you guys think this is just juvenile anger. so what if yes? what if i haven't made up my mind about what to be or what to do? like you give a fuck to me? care?
total idiot if you care about me, like i care about you, like i know you, stop acting like you know me for years dumbass you don't even know me.
if you think you know me then you're imbecile, i myself never know me, i don't know what i want, i don't know my exact reaction to certain problems, and i don't know about who am i.
identity crisis? stfu dog. oh yeah my grade is fall into deep abyss right now. know why? cause i'm lack of motivation.
this is the worst of me, if you REALLY do know me, then you'll get used to my bitchy attitude during angry. no sweet words no imaginative writing.
then what? only harsh vicious words. if you dont like it then fuck off. i am heavily frustrated right now.
you're young, we're young. we're supposed to to anything what we want. not following order from people. who are you? their maids?
that's it enough, i'm out.